May222012
For two days I’ve been randomly wondering:
- if anyone ships my characters
- if those characters are okay with that
- if anyone’s characters are okay with that
This may have been exacerbated by the enormous amount of booze I poured for myself last night.
May122012
I’m gonna try going off the internet radar for the day, see if that helps me not be so psycho so I don’t end up like I did last night. I’m just gonna pretend I know what I’m doing with these final papers, and…yes.
And hope I don’t end up having insane breakdowns again like last night.
Also, pyon, thanks.
3AM
I hate everything right now. I’m starving and I’m angry and I’m lonely and rejected and for some reason I’ve been crying off and on for a while and fuck everything. Fuck school, fuck work, fuck people, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
I want today to go away. I want it to never have happened.
And worst of all, despite aggravating things happening, none of them are big enough to justify or explain this breakdown-shitstorm I’m having.
fuck.
May102012
So, I was talking with a cool girl after class, and while talking a woman I know from two other semesters came up to say hi. The second lady is really into all the readings and the events put on around the school, particularly writerly ones, but they’re always on Fridays at 6 and whatnot so I can rarely go.
But this time she didn’t ask me to go. She asked me if I had anything sculpture-wise I would be able to put on display at a massive art show of all types on the 27th.
I do origami. I told her so.
She said that’d be awesome.
I’m totally in my first art show.
Now to piss off scheduling as I rearrange everything to make sure I can go to this thing.