I keep saying negative things about my family, but everyone is really bothering me.
My father is flipping between complaining about my sister’s bullshit (which is egregious so I get that) and butting into everyone’s personal business, all while “cleaning” the house by putting things in places nobody, including him, will ever find them. He only just realized one of his pairs of work pants were folded and waiting for him on a table. It’s been there forever. And then he complains that he’s been wearing dirty pants because he couldn’t find the other pair, and these were “in the last place anyone would ever look.” He’s passed them daily. I know we’re very messy, but that’s…wow. Just wow.
Anyhow I’m hoping he goes away so I can get this phone screening to go well without distractions like someone grunting and complaining about moving a table or something.
AAAAAAAAAHHHH I HAVE TWO INTERVIEWS IN TWO DAYS AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
HA haha ha ha Oh man I want everyone in my family to back off.
Everyone is nuts.
I’m tired and cold now. Let’s see if a bath helps.
So I went in for hearing tests today.
Aside from losing money, I’ve learned nothing new.
These doctors, like the ones before, decided that no superficial physical problem means there isn’t anything to fix or anything to do.
So, the ringing in my ears; the fact that it is hard to hear things, particularly words, when not in a soundproof booth; the waking up massively dizzy on some days; the pain that can pop up out of nowhere but seems to flare when the weather is warmer or loud sounds are heard; the sensitivity to prolonged loud noises; and the issues with regulating my own volume and localizing sound….none of that is a problem they’re going to address. The treatment that has been described is staying away from situations I know will trigger dizzy spells and whatnot.
I didn’t expect a miracle cure but I did want someone to do more than say, “Hmm, that’s sad. But you’ll be fine I guess.” Especially when I had to shell out a lot of money to get them to tell me that.